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some things last a long time

… I want an outdoor shower. Driving back from a long, lazy day at the beach, hang the wet towels and the bathing suit on the washing line, jump under the cool stream of clean water, rinse off the sand, … Continue reading

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sinking

Anxiety is such a cocksucker. Waves of it today. So I stuck two fingers up at adulthood and played video games for 7 hours. There’s something so deliciously naughty about being a 31 year old woman deliberately ignoring that pile … Continue reading

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open windows, closed drapes

There is a dead bumblebee on the outside windowsill. Belly up, legs clutching nothing, peaceful look on its face. Yes, the latter may well be an exaggeration. Let’s just say it looks intact. I’ve got wasps living in the wall … Continue reading

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today

The scorching heat is burning a hole in the centre of London. All the trendy shorts and white t-shirts, flowery dresses and semi-tanned feet are out, walking the streets, searching for respite in the few and far between shadows of … Continue reading

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rose hips and dragonflies

… … . Okay, here goes. … I am a writer. I am a journalist. The former I have always been. The latter I have decided to become. I’ve said it. I’ve claimed both words. Now they are mine. I … Continue reading

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might as well face it, you’re addicted…

Stitch, stitch, stitch, stitch, type, type, type, type. I’m sorry for the Robert Palmer reference. It was necessary, I’m afraid. … When I was a kid, I liked to eat. I’ve never been a picky eater, ever. Yeah, I wasn’t … Continue reading

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metaphors and 5 AM thoughts (no decisions)

… The thing I hate the very most about being where I am in life right now is that it forces me to soul search, take myself seriously and dwell on every aspect of my thoughts and feelings. I have … Continue reading

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