Tag Archives: sleep

wish you were here

8th July. I don’t remember 8th July. But it was the last time I shared anything of myself on here. I’ve wanted to revisit many times. I haven’t. For almost 3 months. A lot of things happened in quick succession … Continue reading

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some things last a long time

… I want an outdoor shower. Driving back from a long, lazy day at the beach, hang the wet towels and the bathing suit on the washing line, jump under the cool stream of clean water, rinse off the sand, … Continue reading

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it’s not your fault – a letter of apology

To all the people waiting for an apology from someone who has or is struggling with anxiety, depression or any other kind of mental health issue: I am sorry. I’m sorry you don’t understand what it’s like, and I’m sorry … Continue reading

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rose hips and dragonflies

… … . Okay, here goes. … I am a writer. I am a journalist. The former I have always been. The latter I have decided to become. I’ve said it. I’ve claimed both words. Now they are mine. I … Continue reading

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dream a little dream of [file not found]

I dream of a house with large windows. A white house with dashes of azure and sunny yellow and grass green and everything in between. I dream of big pots of rosemary and lavender that scent the air on warm … Continue reading

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ugh

It’s Mental Health Awareness Week. How appropriate. Yesterday, I got up, had coffee, answered a fairly important email from my work’s HR rep and bought a plane ticket home for the neat sum of £30. I did this in the space … Continue reading

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white peony

I guess what it boils down to is that I am really fucking angry. My god, I’m just so fucking ANGRY! Putting words to that anger is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do because it’s all of it. … Continue reading

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